Dream On

I am so excited that a friend of mine from Austin is getting married this weekend.  I am sad, that I will not be able to attend.  I truly love them and I wish them all the happiness in the world – Lord knows they deserve it. 

And then I have another friend who is getting married but I worry about them even before they tie the knot.   When asking how the significant other is doing and the phrase “damn hypocrite” is the description I get I have to wonder how long that one will even last. 

I have come to the realization that I will likely not ever marry again.  I wouldn’t mind a long term, committed and HONEST relationship but I don’t see the need to marry to have that with someone.  I sure as hell don’t think I could ever be with someone as described in the aforementioned paragraph. 

My newest “dream” basically revolves around getting my kids successfully through school and then I plan on selling my house and taking that money and finding me a nice little house or cottage on a beach – somewhere.   Maybe that will change as my dreams have changed as I have grown older and I hope wiser.